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⋆ 2026 media log!


a collection of all of the stuff i've checked out this year! jump to...

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FEBRUARY

YUUYAMI DOORI TANKENTAI (1999)
game • horror
★★★★★
• FEB 08

this. was certainly an undertaking, i can tell you that much.

i came across this game through a youtube channel, saw about 30 seconds of it's concept and immediately knew i needed to play it. this beautiful game is a PS1 game about three schoolkids and their dog who investigate strange paranormal rumours in their town. the gang hear about an old shrine to a crow god, and rumour states that those who see the human faced crow diety are doomed to be cursed for 100 days until they die. the kids investigate, get cursed, and in 100 days, one of them will die. you spend the game looking into weird stuff and spooky happenings to try and break the curse, all the while watching as the kids' personal lives start to crumble around them as the curse worsens.

this game, i think, was made for me. it hits everything i love on the head. narratively, it's beautiful. the animations are amazing - mocap pixels against stunning backgrounds, incredibly natural movements and quirks for each of the characters. gameplay is pretty strictly timed and there's loads of stuff you can miss out on if you're not careful. the world continues to exist whether you interact with it or not, which is delightful. each day, the gang will take the dog for a walk and look into whatever rumour you'd like to investigate that day. you can play as any of the three kids and the way you interact with the world - or the way the world interacts with YOU - is different based on whoever you are playing each day. i cannot effectively state how well written, good, and human these characters feel. i didn't expect to come out of this game with such a fierce attachment to them but GOD. this is something i rotated in my head over and over and over when i wasn't playing it. the story is just fucking delightful. i love this game. the atmosphere is beautiful. i'm gonna be thinking about it for a long time.

now, the caveat: it's a PS1 game, so. it needs to be emulated. that part is easy! it's also a japanese game. it never got an english translation. when i say that playing this game was quite the undertaking, i mean that i was running my screen through a translation app the entire time so i could read any of the text and actually progress anywhere, alongside having a playlist of the english translated game up to reference if i ever thought there was a dodgy translation in there somewhere. it was a VERY slow and finnicky process but ultimately...yeah, worth it in the end. the game expects you to do several playthroughs to fully grasp the story, as you can only experience each day once and you have to pick which character you'll experience it as. sometimes, this will lock you out of stuff. you gotta do it again on the second run if you want it. i love games like this. i really, really did love this one a lot - if it sounds good but you're not quite this level of unhinged then i strongly recommend the video that piqued my interest in the first place!

JANUARY

LIFE EATER (2024)
game • horror
★★★★☆
• JAN 26

i cannot believe i just played such a short game with such a gut-punching, well implied narrative within a game with absolutely abysmally uninteresting gameplay. holy shit. this was definitely more of an interactive short story with some confusing puzzle elements involved. the voice acting was genuinely fantastic for a game of this size, which really just added to the inherent tragedy of the entire story. short, sweet, very repetitive and quickly boring gameplay, but i found myself very easily getting through it for the sake of finding out how the story goes. these are exactly the kind of projects i love to see and play!!

A HOUSE WITH GOOD BONES (2023) - T. Kingfisher
book • horror
★★★☆☆
• JAN 17

this was a nice little book! picked it up from the library because I can't resist a horror book about a house. yknow how it is. i think this was a fun little narrative with a wonderful focus on bugs and gardens, which are things i do love. the writing was a little bit tooooo......millenial-core for me, i guess? idk the protagonist was very like, quirky quippy one-liner kind of vibes which is mildly irritating but not enough to put me off. nice, quick little read!

THE PITT (2025)
tv series • medical drama
★★★★☆
• JAN 15

it's fun! i put this on to have a little unserious drama show as background noise, but ended up getting a little too invested lmfao. i used to study to ER (1994) when i was in high school so nothing has changed clearly. fun and flawed and three dimensional characters my beloved! also fascinated with the episode structure. what do you mean all that shit happened in under 24hrs. looking forward to the new season!

FORECLOSURE GOTHIC - Harris Lahti (2025)
book • gothic horror
★☆☆☆☆
• JAN 05

why is all horror like this these days. what are we fucking doing. rambling plotless dogshit with uninteresting characters and an insufferable, very clearly author-self-insert main character. holy shit gothic horror my ass, this was a drama fiction at best and that's stretching it

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